totally PISSED off right now...

Called NZ Post about my parcel which was sent LAST Tuesday - confirmation that the courier driver had the parcel on FRIDAY - but still hasn't been delivered...

the lady on the phone said "We;ve missed our target, I don't think it will be delivered, we need to open an investigation"

I'm FUCKED off big time! They have a note on the courier bags not to send cash, jewellery etc...so I suppose that means they aren't going to reimburse for the missing items!! But we have confirmation that the courier driver had the fucken thing on him on Friday and it should have been delivered then...but it wasn't GOD HELP THE courier driver when he next comes up MY DRIVEWAY!! ASS HOLE!!!!

And now I feel REALLY SICK!! - just received a pair of earrings that I bought - again off TM, auction blurb stated 9ct gold - yet there is absolutely NO MARKINGS on the earrings - so they are just JUNK I suppose?? I'm really pissed off...last fuckin time I'm buying anything off tm that I can't PICK UP!!! Stuff this shit!!

How do I get out of this CRAP feeling?? I'm thinking of just cutting my losses - all up I have spent $175 on a crap pair of earrings that aren't even real gold and jewellery that has been lost in the mail!! STOLEN by the fuckin courier driver more like it!! ASS HOLE!!

I'm gonna try not to think about it...cut my loses - if by some miracle they turn up or I get my money refunded - then whoop-tee fuck - good for me - but otherwise - forget it...learn my lesson - cut my loses...get over it now.

Well what do ya know!! IT ARRIVED!! Courier guy was different to the guy that usually does it so I asked 'nicely' why it took so long to arrive...aparently they've had 3 times the usual number of things to deliver in the last two weeks...said thank you and left it at that

I"M JUST HAPPY AS HELL it's ARRIVED!!

The opal ring is GORGEOUS and it fits my fat finger :) The matching set though, doesn't have markings *sigh* and the seller has said that it is real gold she bought both from Micheal Hill as 9ct. I do believe her though, i bought my euro ball earrings from a Stweart Dawsons in Manukau only to realise a month of so later that they aren't even stamped!! Paid nearly $200 for them as well!!

9:30pm just got off the phone with my older brother....long story short...he's always treated me like pooh on his shoe. Never caused me anything but grief if I'm honest. Really cunning and manipulative...he's just been released from jail, was locked up for 2.5yrs after seperating from his wife (2 kids) 3 yrs ago. I'm bascially the only one left who'll give him the time of day.

My younger bro, has been living with me for the past 11-12 yrs. In the time, older brother has had NOTHING to do with him, and during his mental/psycho shite, accussed lil bro of things...like I said it's a long story!!

Anywho, when big brother seperated from his wife, his life was crap - no one's fault but his own, he all of a sudden wanted a relationship with lil bro...lasted all of two weeks, then big bro FORCED lil bro to go with him - did what he did, and got THEN BOTH locked up...thank god the judge saw what a manipulative asshole big bro was and just gave my lil bro community service - which I might add cause lil bro a lot of stress and grief...

Anyway...he was released just before Xmas. I have learned to stand my ground, let him know I'm not a little shit. He can't walk over me.

But tonight he calls...he reckon he AND lil bro have decided they want to get a traditional Samoan tattoo done together at the end of the year.

He just thinks he knows EVERYTHING. Just cos it's a right time for him, it's not always the right time for someone else, but he jumps in and says lil bro is sweet..."I've seen him, he's pretty tough..." Oh really...and since when the fuck did he KNOW my lil bro?? The only time he bothered to ahve anything to do with MY LIL BRo in the last 15 years my LIL BRO gets locked up fgs!!

GRRRRR!!!!

I told him to sort the money side out first...prolly looking at $5K..."Oh yeah, sweet sweet...." Umm yeah ok...this coming from a guy who CAN'T even hold down a JOB FGS!! he just got out of jail, lives on his own on a benefit...and he thinks he can save $5K in less than a year? LMAOoOooo

LOOOOOSER COMES TIME MINDDDD!!!

Don't know if I want to laugh or cry!

Anyway, we'll just leave it at that bascially. When he can show me $5K then we'll contact the tattooist.

Mark my words....HE Will not be getting this done within a year from now - he's DREAMIN!!

As for lil bro...he's got the money, but I don't know if he's got the balls to complete the tattoo - and there is NOTHING worse than getting the tattoo and NOT completing it.

Not gonna give it another thought -like I said, SHOW ME THE MONEY lol.

So that's how my day has ended - what a farkin laugh...after all these years, he's still like a bloody kid. His way or the highway - can't talk him out of anything, he knows better than anyone else...again... LOSER!!!