Great start to the day huh?? NO!! NO farking will power!! Its like I let the cookie have all the power and it just glided into my mouth...the whole bloody lot of it!!
*sigh*
Oh well...I'm 'emotional' eating at the moment...hubby's pissed me off completely and this is my way of dealing with it. Desperate to start my course so I have have something else to occupy my time and mind with!! I am convinced the weight will start dropping off once I start my course!! I've got wayyy too much time on my hands at the moment, way too much opportunity to get BORED and eat just cos it's something to do!! It's TRUE!!
So...I got up at 6:30am (if my alarm doesn't wake me up, then my FIL's routine 6:30am wake up call for miss 14 will wake me up *grrr!* (he takes her to school each morning)
The kids are ordering lunches today, I usually let them order once a week, but not always.
Oh..and I have just read someones blog where they were considering WLS...but after going to the seminar they have decided against it...cos the surgeon said something like once you are obese 'virtually no one can loose weight and keep it off..." so they are going to prove him wrong...well good on her BUT - statistics speak for themselves!!
I'm not talking about someone who needs to loose 20 odd kgs, I'm talking about people who are well over 120kgs...I swear I only know of ONE person who has been bigger than 120kgs (134kg actually) who has managed to get down to a sz 14 by exercise and diet alone...other than that, I have lost count of everyone else who has struggled...they loose 10-20kgs...feel great then gain it all back again...
So I wish this lady all the luck in the world, but mark my words...1-2 yrs from now, I'm willing to bet $100 she'll still be the same size she is now, and hell I don't even know her...but it seems she has done it before, so no reason why she can't do it again...but then, I'm thinking, who could you have done it before...have surgery to remove excess skin then allow yourself to gain it all back again??
Oh well...we'll see.
12:30pm - got the opal ring I bought off TM last week - another GREAT buy!! I'm starting to get a nice wee collection of gold...which I LOVE!! May or may not sell a couple of pieces later down the track, but a couple of the pieces are just gorgeous and will make lovely items to pass onto my 2 girls when I leave gods' green earth LOL
I've already told hubby and the kids...if I dropped deap tomorrow do NOT bury me with any of my jewellery - just buy some cheap bling bling...I'd rather pass my goodies into the girls to wear, enjoy and think of me...seems a terrible waste to bury me with any ot it lol. Oh n I've also told them to NOT bury me in a white outfit (Samoans seem to love doing that) I've told them to put me into my favourite outfit at the time...at the moment that would be my skinny jeans and a gorgeous white top from Jeanswest - is that wrong? LOL
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