Small bites...

Not going to look at the bigger picture - just going to take smaller steps to the ultimate goal :)

Thursday, April 15, 2010

*sigh* no 'Omphhh' in me today

and for the first time since starting my course, I don't feel like going :( It's not even about the class...I think I'm slightly depressed about being turned down for a loan top-up and the hassel of having to either get the valuation and re-think our plans - I just don't have the energy to do that...my dads situation has drained me too.

The only reason I WILL go to class today is that I don't want to be stuck at home with the kids LMAO. God at least I can still laugh about it! If I stayed home I'd still do lots of sewing - prolly cutting out...cos I don't really have anything to do in class...the past three days I spent it grading the jacket pattern I designed - that was intensive and BORING - so I don't want to look at making another pattern for a while yet - so I have put the 10mts of pink knit polyester fabric into one of my bags (sacks lol) and I'm going to lug that into class with me, I'm planning to just sit there, look at it and wait for inspiration to tap me gently on the forehead and tell me what to make with it.

Ok so that's me...don't want to be home with the kids, don't want to be out in class - just want to be shut away in my room with my machines and left to sulk down there or whatever it is I'm feeling...*sigh*

Have a lovely day people :)

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